YANTING

2012-02-01T06:50:00.001-08:00

Been sick for the past two days and eating only soupy stuff such as fish ball noodle, fish noodle, ban mian and more fishball/fish noodle and ban mian... -.-

So, out of boredom and cravings, I've compiled a list of what I want to eat immediately when I recover!
1) Garrett popcorn (caramel)
2) MCSPICY (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!)

I mean just look at this. Juicy, tender meat just waiting to melt inside your mouth and send you to food heaven. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i want it.
3) Just anything non-soupy actually.

Bah I'm bored. The Vampire Diaries and The Shopaholic goes abroad are the only things at home that are keeping EXTREME boredom at bay.

2012-01-24T07:20:00.000-08:00

CHU ER
Bai nian-ing is so boring really. I don't know ANY of my cousins, and it's difficult to get to know one another since we only meet once a year. The most interesting thing that happened today was perhaps my visit to Alvin's house for pizza! :O
It was VERY awkward at first and I kept laughing because the atmosphere just seemed so... well, awkward. & it was really those brief moments of silence that I REALLY felt the urge to laugh out loud, but I bit my lip and tried to focus on my pizza and chicken wings haha! It was quite nice overall though, because his parents were really nice. And we watched Johnny English 2 afterwards and there was this scene that made me laughed till tears were welling up in my eyes lolol. Ok pictures!

2012-01-23T07:45:00.000-08:00

HAPPY CNY!
Woke up at 2pm today and went visiting at around 5pm. Didn't get to eat anything till about 6? But surprisingly I wasn't that hungry 0.o
Oh yeah digressing abit my Hello Kitty jacket (prezzie from Alvin yay) has finally arrived!

IT'S SO CUTE RIGHT HEHE

K back to CNY.

I've been wearing the same cheongsam for 3 years and counting ): Actually I didn't mind it that much but after seeing that SUPER NICE cheongsam from Love Bonito that has been SOLD OUT AND NEVER EVER GNA BE AVAILABLE AGAIN, I reaaaaaaaaaaaaally wanted a new cheongsam. ): Haiz. I wanted that cheongsam so much that I actually contacted 2 people who were selling second hand. BUT EVEN THOSE WERE SOLD OUT AFTER ONE DAY. ): ): ):

Trying out Picasa effects~

k abrupt ending bye.

2012-01-20T06:11:00.000-08:00

Shots taken with my DSLR. From the picture quality, it is quite obvious that I still don't know how to use it right ): but no worries! I am going to invest in a ring light and then my photos will look immaculately professional yay ^^

Alvin the predator: RARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And I'm like: la di da di daaaaaaaaa~

2012-01-18T05:48:00.000-08:00

I am broke and bored and semi-jobless now. ):
Broke because I recently bought a DSLR using a whole month's pay and have recently turned to retail therapy as a form of reducing stress. ):
and it's not helping that I have 23 things on my wishlist now and I SOOOOOOOOO want to go shopping NOW.
Thank goodness I have my kindle (from mum as xmas present! ^^) to keep me entertained, and Alvin who is always making time for me (:
Though I wish we both had some spare cash on hand, and that he had some time, so that we can go and play our hearts out!

Pouch my mum made for my kindle yay!

Cookies I baked

2012-01-11T09:30:00.000-08:00

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIII!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Seoul Garden with the girls

Swensens then chalet after. Truthfully, the photos bring back bad memories; like a bad taste to the mouth. BUT I'm still uploading it because despite the horrible company at least I still had Alvin there for me; with me ^^

Tried temporary curls for the first time in a looooong while. The curls only lasted like one hour max though -.-

Oh yeah and Rebekah and I did a christmas gift exchange sometime back and I can't believe she actually KNITTED for me a hello kitty cap thingy! SO SWEET RIGHT. haha. I like it so much I don't even care if people are staring at it whenever I am wearing it.

And this is random but I wish I had a sharper nose, a sharper jaw line and bigger eyes. ):

& I'm frustrated with myself for sleeping at this ungodly timing for the past dk-how-many-days/weeks such that I have eye bags now. ): ): NUUUUUUUUUUU~~~

&&& even more frustrated with myself for spending way beyond the budget I have set for myself. ): MUST. SAVE. MONEHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ):

K BYE

2012-01-01T08:55:00.000-08:00

HAPPY NEW YEAR!
this is my first time blogging in a loooong time and i am aware of my lack of readers now T.T
but i shall blog anyway!
The past few days has been super mundane... work is so boring i think about quitting everytime i work. I guess it's because most of my colleagues are like around 5 years older than me? Quite a few of them are already gna be married, or already married with children. We have no common topic at all. Worse still, SOME of them have really sucky attitude. Like seriously??? What's your prob???!!! Lucky one of them was terminated already...

But then again, I really NEED the money and cannot think/find any other jobs that offers the same or higher pay but more enjoyable. I mean... most jobs are tiring and boring right? It's the people you work with that makes the difference and you won't know how the people are like until you've actually started working there :/

Till now, the most enjoyable job I ever had was during Sitex. It was one of the jobs with the lowest pay but I felt happiest during the four days working there cus of an awesome friend I made. (:

Anw I hope that this year will be more fulfilling and that I will be happy!(: k ending this post with photos...

Before Prom and wet hair. Yeah I know my face looks fat here. WHATEVER.

At Chit's Bar. yumzyumz

Super love my new contact lens! Only bad point is that it makes my eyes very dry and they become red after many hours of usage ):

2011-12-06T03:09:00.000-08:00

Park Shin Hye - DANCE - Satisfaction

2011-04-21T09:13:00.000-07:00

I am so tired of everything. The exhausting routine, the inundation of homework, the stress, and the high expectations I have to live up to. I am sick of this rat race; all the competition among people. I am especially sick of people who complain ALL THE TIME about not studying, while studying like some hardcore mugger at home to create some false illusion of an effortless victory when they get the results. FUCK OFF.

Why must Singaporeans be so competitive? Why must we be so afraid to go against that conventional, safe, secure belief that high education is the only way to attain success?

If only I could be like Park Shin Hye. She's multi talented - a great singer, actor AND dancer- and is paid to do something she's so passionate about. I don't even know what am I passionate about. Will I even be able to do secure a job that I am passionate about and can have fun in?

Here is a video of PSH's dancing to prove my point.

2011-02-04T08:05:00.000-08:00

Random photos

Sorry xc, i just HAD to post this photo somewhere TOO FUNNY hahahaha (:

& Happy Chinese New Year everyone!!!!!!

2011-01-22T21:08:00.000-08:00

I hate being sick.

I hate coughing my guts out at 12am in the morning.

I hate it even more when I am about to sleep and I start on yet another coughing fit.

I hate how I'm drowning in lit hw.

I hate it more that the teachers are adding on to our hw load via the sch website.

I hate being deprived of my favourite food when I have sore throat.

I hate eating medicine.

I hate thinking too much.

I hate it when I suddenly feel so... empty sometimes. Like something's missing. Something intangible...

I hate it when I feel upset but don't even know why I feel upset. Must be PMS-ing urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

K enough of the hating, imma end this post with a quote that takes me through the tough/unhappy times.

If God brings you to it, He will bring you through it.

2010-12-31T08:07:00.000-08:00

HAPPY 2011 EVERYBODY!!!
MAY 2011 BE A BETTER YEAR THAN BEFORE! (:

Hot choco + almond cookies yumzx

2010-12-19T08:41:00.000-08:00

I'm so annoyed now because I can't seem to change my twitter dp! Ahh, there was alot of things I wanted to blog about the other day but now that I'm actually blogging, I don't remember what was I supposed to blog about. Ohwells, shall have a picture update instead then! hehhehheh. Oooooooooo & I have a tumblr acct now too, www.yourdailybest.tumblr.com! mwahahaha

Santarina costume! But I look like some elf in green

I was bored k. Don't judge my zilian pictures!
Ooooo and say hi to my chio phone cover!!! it's so blingbling i love it!k this pic does no justice to the shiny-ness of it at all. it's much shinier in real life!

2010-12-10T07:02:00.000-08:00

Based on popular demand, I have finally decided to update my blog! ^^ (k fine it's only belle but STILL)

Firstly, Happy belated birthday to JOVEE! and sng yong jie (:
Hi jovee!

& Secondly, 10S14 BBQ CLASS OUTING AT ECP!
the beginning was really boring cus there was only ismail the-half-naked-dude, nadim, yj and keith. I went with belle and xinci and we were more than an hour late! but we were the earliest among the non-organisers? so we just sat down and took some photos and stoned. Towards the end it was quite fun though, mostly cus i was high and drunk playing "Circle of Death" lol. BUT TO CLARIFY THINGS, EVERYONE SABO-ED ME THAT'S WHY I SEMI DRUNK OK!!! NOTHING TO DO WITH MY LIQUOR HOLDING!!!

ahem. SO. I was quite pleasantly surprised at how alcohol can somehow bond people. too bad this bonding session took place AFTER 10s14 got disbanded. saddedddddddddd~

K still got work tmr so will update another time! (:

2010-12-03T07:53:00.000-08:00

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.

I have just found a job with satisfactory pay and working hours/schedule but I will be working alone and I feel so depressed about that. It'd be so b-o-r-i-n-g when there's no customers. & also I'll be working on xmas and new year with no double pay ): ahh, i remember the good ol' days last year when I was having fun working at $14/hr on those days... nostalgia much.

I wanna go overseas!!!! South Korea to see Nickhun!!! and Lee Hong Ki!!! Japan to see snow? and visit some hello kitty land( i can't believe this is the 14th year i'm liking HK lol). Taiwan to visit some relatives whom I havent spoken to in eons. Europe to see beautiful ppl and places! Hongkong and Thailand to shop and eat!

Nickhun! (:

Met up with GPY ytd to watch Tangled and it's a darn good show! Everyone should go watch it! Repunzel's hair is so nice and golden and silky she's like a walking shampoo advertisement.

& ytd was one of the days when I put on mascara instead of falsies and I hated it. I took like more than 15 mins to apply mascara and another 15 to remove it! So troublesome!!! Whereas falsies I can just put on and remove almost instantaneously. Like *snap!* and it's applied! and have I mentioned that mascara smudges??!!! urgh so annoying. ok I sound like some bimbo ranting away now so i shall quit complaining.

& here's the eye make up after removing the smudges! C:

2010-11-29T08:24:00.000-08:00

You are really some manipulative, psychotic, selfish, jealous bitch. So much so that I never thought it was possible that someone like you actually exist.

2010-11-28T22:09:00.000-08:00

woohoo IT fair finally over! It was @#*($@()# tiring, but pretty fun while it lasted thanks to the company i had (: esp. Alvin who's damn funny though we got told by the boss a few times.

& I used to hate korean songs a lot and not get what all the fuss is about korean bands like SNSD but after listening to Gee and Run, Devil, Run for like 10 consecutive hours for 4 straight days, i might actually grow to like it :/ NOOOOOOOOOOOOO ): it's in my head for like the past few days already!!

Oh, and I love friendly customers. They're so nice to talk to!! :D

2010-11-24T05:44:00.000-08:00

Went to Marina Barrage with Sheryl, Xin Ci, Rebekah, Shaun and Remus to have a farewell party for Sheryl. Aw man I'm gna miss her next year, even though i'm not exactly close to her. ):

Meeting them all somehow reminded me of the time we spent in Poland, and I really wna visit that beautiful country, filled with beautiful peopleeeeeeeee, again someday!

Watched Harry Potter today and it was SO DARN GOOD. Emma Watson has really grown soooooooooooooooo pretty, and Rupert has become more good looking too (: FRED AND GEORGE ARE STILL AS CUTE AS EVER. Omg & I nearly cried when Dobby died, it's so damn sad lah he was so cute!!!!!! & Hedwig also!!!!!!!!! ): ): ): I could watch the movie over and over again man. It was AWESOME.

2010-11-06T06:45:00.000-07:00

Damon's cute (:

2010-11-05T02:02:00.000-07:00

OH EM GEE.

Why is it that when there are no holidays, I look so much forward to it and when it is finally time to enjoy my holidays, I hate it? HOLIDAYS ARE BORING AND I NEED A JOB. I can't stand sitting at home watching all these dramas anymore. URGH. I want to go out and enjoy and play and relax but there is nothing in Singapore that is exciting!!! Other than USS BUT I NEED $$$$$$$$ and im broke at the moment ): ): ): I want to go overseas with friends, explore a whole new place and culture!

urgh i hate this seriously I HATE THIS INTENSE BOREDOM.

Glee

2010-11-03T04:04:00.000-07:00

Isn't Dianna Agron just so pretty? But why, oh why, must she be made pregnant and reduced to some loser-ish state?!!!??! She made the show much more interesting when she was head cheerleader bullying Rachel Berry ):

I just completed Season 1 of Glee. Slow, yes, but you know what they say, better late than never (: & omg I actually find the "Other Asian", Mike Chang, in the glee club cute o.O I think it's his height, guys around 180 cm just have this appeal you know? Unless they're fat. Or are obnoxious. Or fat.

& I love this song (: (: (:

2010-10-16T10:52:00.000-07:00

Omg. I should stop watching dramas I've been watching Fated to love you for more than 10 consecutive hours already URGHHHH. But it's a really touching show that made me cried alot ):

But why is it that the most fierce, most asshole, most not caring guy always get the girl while the guy who is 24/7 there for the girl and beside her in her darkest, lowest times always don't? I feel so sad for the the second type of guy )':

2010-10-14T02:42:00.000-07:00

wooooo i completed season 2 3 4 of gossip girl already and now it's time to watch ming zhong zhu ding wo ai ni. BUT it seems v boring in contrast to GG. AND THERE'S NO EYE CANDIES. & did i mention i hate Jenny Humphrey??! how can she be queen bee????!

urgh school's starting again tomorrow then it'll be pw, chi, pw, chi, then pw, chi again; my 2 favourite subjects oh how exciting.

went shopping with Rebekah at Far East then Bugis and after more than 6 hours of shopping and walking and browsing I STILL DIDNT FIND A SINGLE DRESS IM INTERESTED IN GRRR. & yet when i go blogshopping i see 3 dresses i like on a single site -.-

K nth else to blog abt BYE.

2010-10-09T11:06:00.000-07:00

Promos are finally over.

But I'm still quite upset over chem. No, 'quite' would be an understatement. I'm very upset over it because I knew how to do the last question that's worth like what, 20 marks? and yet.

Sigh. And I don't think that's the only paper I screwed up. Gp was quite a disappointment too, because I don't think I did as well as I wanted or expected to. I'm just hoping a miracle would happen and all my worries are unfounded. Afterall, I tend to think incessantly and worry too much sometimes.

On a much lighter note, I have Gossip Girl to keep me entertained for the past 10 hours today. (: I would have finished the season by today already if not for all the lagging! urgh. Ep 19 is taking forever to load while Ep 20 has already completely loaded. URGGGGGHH SO IRRITATINGZ.

And I'm going to play badminton with the girls + wilson on mon and shopping with rebekah on tues YAY. But when school starts, it's back to reality again.

Oh and a lizard dropped on my shoulder ytd night OMG. I was so traumatised I just stoned at the same spot for 5 min. I remember the last time something like that happened was when a cockroach decided to use my hair as camouflage and I had to slap it to get it away. Yucks.

OMG GG IS TAKING 4EVA TO LOAD IT'S EATING UP MY PATIENCEEEEEEEEEEEE. whatever imma go get some sleep now BYE.

2010-09-18T02:40:00.000-07:00

HER VOICE IS SRSLY DAMN GOODDDDDDDDDD :}

"Gravity"

Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.
No matter what I say or do I'll still feel you here 'til the moment I'm gone.

You hold me without touch.
You keep me without chains.
I never wanted anything so much than to drown in your love and not feel your rain.

[CHORUS:]
Set me free, leave me be. I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Here I am and I stand so tall, just the way I'm supposed to be.
But you're on to me and all over me.

You loved me 'cause I'm fragile.
When I thought that I was strong.
But you touch me for a little while and all my fragile strength is gone.

[CHORUS]

I live here on my knees as I try to make you see that you're everything I think I need here on the ground.
But you're neither friend nor foe though I can't seem to let you go.
The one thing that I still know is that you're keeping me down
You're on to me, on to me, and all over...
Something always brings me back to you.
It never takes too long.

"Love Song"

Head under water
And they tell me to breathe easy for a while
The breathing gets harder, even I know that
Made room for me but it's too soon to see
If I'm happy in your hands

I'm unusually hard to hold on to
Blank stares at blank pages
No easy way to say this
You mean well, but you make this hard on me
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's
Make or break in this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving I'm gonna need a better
Reason to write you a love song today

I learned the hard way
That they all say things you want to hear
And my heavy heart sinks deep down under you and
Your twisted words,
Your help just hurts
You are not what I thought you were
Hello to high and dry
Convinced me to please you
Made me think that I need this too
I'm trying to let you hear me as I am

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's
Make or break in this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If all you have is leaving I'm gonna need a better
Reason to write you a love song today

Promise me that you'll leave the light on
To help me see with daylight, my guide, gone
'cause I believe there's a way you can love me
Because I say
I won't write you a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see

I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's make or break in this
Is that why you wanted a love song
'cause you asked for it
'cause you need one, you see
I'm not gonna write you a love song
'cause you tell me it's make or break in this
If you're on your way
I'm not gonna write you to stay
If your heart is nowhere in it
I don't want it for a minute
Babe, I'll walk the seven seas when I believe that
There's a reason to
Write you a love song today

Sara Bareilles "King of Anything"

2010-09-18T02:22:00.000-07:00

Keep drinking coffee, stare me down across the table
While I look outside
So many things I’d say if only I were able
But I just keep quiet and count the cars that pass by

You’ve got opinions, man
We’re all entitled to ‘em, but I never asked
So let me thank you for your time, and try not to waste anymore of mine
And get out of here fast

I hate to break it to you babe, but I’m not drowning
There’s no one here to save

Who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be?
Who died and made you king of anything?

You sound so innocent, all full of good intent
Swear you know best
But you expect me to jump up on board with you
And ride off into your delusional sunset

I’m not the one who’s lost with no direction
But you’ll never see
You’re so busy making maps with my name on them in all caps
You got the talking down, just not the listening

And who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be?
Who died and made you king of anything?

All my life I’ve tried to make everybody happy
While I just hurt and hide
Waiting for someone to tell me it’s my turn to decide

Who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be?
Who died and made you king of anything?

Who cares if you disagree?
You are not me
Who made you king of anything?
So you dare tell me who to be?
Who died and made you king of anything?

Let me hold your crown, babe.

2010-08-11T07:37:00.000-07:00

LEE HONG KI

YOU ARE SO CUTE <3

2010-07-31T05:00:00.000-07:00

EMILY

NEO
YAN
TING
YOU'VE
GOT
TO
STOP
PRO
CRAS
TI
NA
TING.

There's like fireworks playing now as I'm typing this and it's so beautiful. I really really reallyx100 wanna go for the NDP ): The last time I went was 7 years ago? & THAT'S WAY TOO LONG AGO. I wanna go watch it live againnnnnnnn ): Next next year! I WILL WIN THE TIX RAWWWWWR.

K stop I'm drowning in hw.

Emma & Alex Watson on Burberry

2010-07-24T01:57:00.000-07:00

Goodbye Taylor Lautner, hello Alex Watson, my new eye candy! :D:D:D

I never knew Emma Watson had sucha cute brother hehehe. I can't believe he's only acted as an extra on Harry Potter! He should have acted as one of the main char, given his good looks no? ok i know i'm being very superficial but stilllllllllllllll. i'm sure a lot of girls would watch a movie just to see him onscreen....... :/ or not.

2010-07-21T03:09:00.000-07:00

Random photos I like :)

I want a Shrink Ray so that I can shrink people I hate and squish them.

Some of the guys around me seem to have split personalities I swear. & it's so annoying, because I can't decide whether I should hate or like them. One minute they're Mr. Nice, the next minute they can be complete assholes. Wth is wrong with them???! Why can't they be more consistent like girls?!?!!! Girls are usually nice & all, unless it is during that @#*&!# time of the month and they get moodswings :/

ANW, Hoo Xin Ci was one hour late for school today and during her absence, it was so.. peaceful o.o No one was arguing, no one was complaining, and no one was making weird noises(no squeaks, no meows).

Lessons was supposed to end at 12noon today cus of the 'A' level LC. But we ended earlier, at 11am! :) Was supposed to end earlier loh, but Mr Samad held us back to complete Napfa. I deproved in all the segments except shuttle run o.O 2.4km i deproved by 3 mins!!!!!!! urgh. I used to get like A for everything except one or two segments which vary from incline pull-ups, standing broad jump, Sit & Reach :/

I wanna watch the last 2 movies of HP NOW. WHYYYYY MUST IT PREMIERE IN NOV?! ):

2010-07-18T05:08:00.000-07:00

Went to survey medical tourists at Gleneagles Hospital today, but as usual, the PW meeting was NOT productive at all. =.= Each of us only managed to survey ONE foreignor, and they were just tourists, not medical tourists ._. Sanjay best, he made up his own answers and it was supposedly a medical tourist from Coasta Rica or sth like that. The security guard didn't allow us to survey the patients inside cus it was a private clinic and told us to come back another day after we were granted permission by the HR department....... So Maggie came up with a brilliant idea of surveying tourists from Botanic Gardens instead!

Then it rained. -.-

So all in all, we spent more time buying food and travelling lah zz!! I spent about $15 on food today: Mee sua + durian pancake + lychee ice blended+5 mini donuts + 2 sticky sweets^^ I wanna customise my sweets! But according to Xin ci you have to buy like 4kg of it or sth for $200?! o.O

k nth to write liaoz BYE.

2010-07-17T00:49:00.000-07:00

YESSSSSS i finally bought my photo album to display all the pictures ^^

I wish I was more artistically inclined though, then i cld hav done sth like the one below :/

LGHQ here are your photos~

kenneth, sheryl, shaun PTS^^

Poland/Germany [:

omgomgomgomgomg I finally completed my EoM!!! The first article only had 500+ words so I had to redo it + i realised it might not be a reliable source. ZZZZZZZZ sianz ttm. but at least i'm done with the new draft ^^

I feel like making my blog private, should I? :/

2010-07-14T04:54:00.000-07:00

I hate caring too much about certain stuff, hate it when i care about people who shouldn't matter in my life, hate being sensitive, hate moodswings, hate violent moodswings more esp. when i am PMS-ing, hate jerks who THINK that the whole world revolves around them, hate the fact that my chinese sucks even though i am a chinese, wish i had an IQ equivalent to Einstein so that i could pass my exams effortlessly, wish i could turn back time and correct past mistakes, wish i was back in Poland/Germany when nothing seemed to matter more than having fun and making new friends, hate the feeling im having now, hate fake smiles, hate pretence, hate pretending that everything is alright when things are not, hate people who promised they will be there for you & gave you reassurance and when you actually need them, they are not there, if they ain't even sincere in the first place why say it?, hate the fact that i have to do EoM and chem corrections now even though i dont feel like doing it i just feel like running and running at top speed minus the feeling tired part and forget about everything, hate the fact that EVERYONE is selfish in their own ways, hate it when i feel let down, hate it when i fall out with someone i actually care about, hate it that today was a sucky day.

p/s: Oh, and I wish I could go back to when I met you, and walk away. (:

ohwells, tmr will be a better day ^^ *cross finger*

2010-07-04T09:27:00.000-07:00

hihihihiihihihi

holidays are boring ~ when you don't have someone to share it with :/

ANYWAY, watched Eclipse tdy with louis remus and xin ci.

rebekah came to find us for awhile to play arcade games! (: and she lost to us miserably, hahas! k la, cannnot so bad. is rebekah too humble dont want show off her real skillz =P

Eclipse was not bad, Jacob was as hot as ever (; and the vampires were very cool esp. the doctor and Alice :D

urgh and PW hw is such a killjoy i swear. I know i'm supposed to be completing EoM NOW but i'm just so lazyyyyyyy. tomorrow, tomorrow, I WILL COMPLETE IT.

oooooooo and the song Breakeven by The script is damn damn nice. Everyone shld listen to it! (:

"Breakeven"

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break even

Her best days will be some of my worst
She finally met a man that's gonna put her first
While I'm wide awake she's no trouble sleeping
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven... even... no

What am I supposed to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces

They say bad things happen for a reason
But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding
Cos she's moved on while I'm still grieving
And when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven even... no

What am I gonna to do when the best part of me was always you,
And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces, yeah,
I'm falling to pieces
(One still in love while the other ones leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
(Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Oh you got his heart and my heart and none of the pain
You took your suitcase, I took the blame.
Now I'm try'na make sense of what little remains ooh
Cos you left me with no love and no love to my name.

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing
Just prayin' to a god that I don't believe in
Cos I got time while she got freedom
Cos when a heart breaks no it don't break
No it don't break
No it don't break even no

What am I gonna do when the best part of me was always you and
What am I suppose to say when I'm all choked up that you're ok
(Oh glad your okay now)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(Oh I'm glad your okay)
I'm falling to pieces yeah
(One still in love while the other ones leaving)
I'm falling to pieces
(Cos when a heart breaks no it don't breakeven)

Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no
Oh it don't break even no

2010-06-30T03:17:00.000-07:00

I miss Poland/Germany and the people!! ):

HIIIIIIIIIII.

Since i'm so free now, I've decided to blog :D

Firstly, even though today's the last day of SA, I still hate today

Cus I screwed up maths and lit paper damnit!!!!!!

maths was difficult and lit????? I misintepreted the poem. SIGHHHHHH

oh & xinci, aifaa, hui shan, barry & i were supposed to go out today but we spent like more than 40 mins deciding where to go?! urghhhhh

then in the end also nvr go out -.-

NVM tmr shall be a better day watching movieeeeeee :D

ahh gna watch my show now BYEEEEEEEE.

2010-06-22T10:05:00.000-07:00

I miss Poland/Germany
I miss the weather
I miss taking photos wherever I go
and getting amused with the whole new different country I'm in
I miss looking at all the beautiful people in Poland
I miss the feeling of seeing Chinese food again after 8 days of eating CHICKEN WITH POTATO + TOMATO/MUSHROOM SOUP
I miss all the people I got to know because of the Poland/Germany trip
I miss watching Xinci and kenneth, and Xinci and Louis argue over little things HAHA
I love the 17th of every month now, because it's No Arguing Day w Xinci now! HAHAHA. PEACE ^^v
I miss the stress-free life there
I miss playing dai dee, stress (esp. with Remus! LOL), MURDERER, truth or truth, and the game that xin ci introduced :p
I miss eating warm cup noodles in the middle of a cold night
I miss wrestling with Xin ci on bed
I don't miss her squashing me on the bed with her weight to win >:(
I miss singing songs with Xin Ci on the chair lift, with a breathtaking view of the nature around us

I wish I had a time machine, so that I can relive the whole experience
all
over
again.

(:

2010-05-28T22:00:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEOPLE!!!! (: my blog is so DEAD :/

Life in JC's been nothing but hectic so far. Sigh, even our June holidays we have to study study study.

Wk 1: Acedemic week, still have to attend school!
Wk 2: Germany Trip, which i'm soooooo excited abt hehheh BUT we will be having gp lessons and need to bring our hw along to study.
Wk 3: CIP, prepare for SA1!

Sigh I just checked tpjc.net and i have 7 msges- reminders of the endless pile of hw i have to do):
SIAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAANZ

ANW, went shopping with Aifaa and Xin Ci the alien ytd. haha! We walked and walked for about 3-4 hours but XC still cldnt find a jacket that she liked! and when she F-I-N-A-L-L-Y found one, it was $99. haha suay sia she

THEN we went to find Yong Jie and Barry at the latter's hse. Played WII + watched My Best Friend's Girl and Just my luck. omgggg guitar hero is so fun! :D too bad the orange disk on the drums is spoiled ): and i was damn violent with the controller thing, accidently whacked Barry on the head- twice! :x

The day before ytd went drinking + played indian poker, truth or dare, and some game XC introduced at pasir ris park! haha i think the funniest part is Xc lying on the floor w her arms and legs spread out shouting: "I AM A STARFISH!!!!" HAHAAAAA. should have taken a photo damnit! xD

here are some overdued/past/recently taken photos (:
HXC you look so pink!

My dearest mother :) look alike?

I miss 4E and GPY!! ): She never fails to brighten up my day in sch :D

Aifaa is the tallest! haha, like for the first time xD

kthxbye.

2010-03-12T23:51:00.000-08:00

Tonight

I remember the times we spent together
on those drives
We had a million questions
all about our lives
and when we got to New York
everything felt right
I wish you were here with me
tonight

I remember the days we spent together
were not enough
and it used to feel like dreamin'
except we always woke up
Never thought not having you
here now would hurt so much

Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight

I remember the time you told me about when you were eight
And all those things you said that night that just couldn't wait
I remember the car you were last seen in
and the games we would play
All the times we spilled our coffees
and stayed out way too late
I remember the time you SAT AND told me about your Jesus
and how not to look back even if no one believes us
When it hurt so bad sometimes
not having you here...

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

I sing,
"Tonight I've fallen and I can't get up
I need your loving hands to come and pick me up
And every night I miss you
I can just look up
and know the stars are
holdin' you, holdin' you, holdin' you tonight"

2010-03-09T02:59:00.000-08:00

My Guardian Angel

When I see your smile
Tears roll down my face I can't replace
And now that I'm strong I have figured out
How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul
And I know I'll find deep inside me I can be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

It's okay. It's okay. It's okay.
Seasons are changing
And waves are crashing
And stars are falling all for us
Days grow longer and nights grow shorter
I can show you I'll be the one

I will never let you fall (let you fall)
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all (through it all)
Even if saving you sends me to heaven

Cuz you're my, you're my, my, my true love, my whole heart
Please don't throw that away
Cuz I'm here for you
Please don't walk away and
Please tell me you'll stay

Use me as you will
Pull my strings just for a thrill
And I know I'll be okay
Though my skies are turning gray

I will never let you fall
I'll stand up with you forever
I'll be there for you through it all
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
[to fade]

2010-03-07T02:02:00.000-08:00

I will miss the times, when you pop up out of nowhere, just when I was thinking of you.

2010-02-14T05:29:00.000-08:00

so cute >.^

HAPPY CNY & VALENTINE'S DAY EVERYONE!!!!!!!!!
I wish I could have best of both worlds.......... ):

why why why why WHY are you such an idiot at times?!?!?!?! ):

you suck. you are a pig!!!!!!!!!! <('(oo)')>

2010-02-09T03:50:00.000-08:00

Action may not always bring happiness, but there is no happiness without action.
- Benjamin Disraeli

There is only one happiness in life, to love and be loved.
-George Sand

2010-02-02T04:02:00.000-08:00

I hate how the lack of A maths as 'O' level sub restrict me in JC. ):

& should i quit cotton on job & focus on my studies now? or tahan a while more then can work during new year with x2 pay? omg dilemma, dilemma.

2010-01-20T22:29:00.000-08:00

Hehe sean's got pretty eyes (:

:):):):)

Mwahhahahaha, i am happy these few days.

OUR PAY FROM COTTON ON IS IN! Like finally man.

Heh, so many things to shop for omg. & so many things to do!

Watched Sherlock Holmes on wed & Eragon today with seany :)

Wish my chinese was less sucky, so I could read the chinese sub titles for Sherlock Holmes. Their eng accent too chim me dont understand! ):

OK work tmr 9 hours! gotta go slp now tata

2010-01-11T05:02:00.000-08:00

I feel so lost and so empty ):

solostandemptyandlostandemptyandlostandempty

Fill in the empty spaces for me, will you?

2010-01-09T06:02:00.000-08:00

I feel like I'm such a lousy friend ):

2010-01-09T04:51:00.000-08:00

其实他做的坏事我们都懂
没有什么不同
眼光闪烁暧昧流动
闭上眼当作听说

其实别人的招数我们都懂
没有什么不同
故作软弱撒娇害羞
只是有一点别扭
傻瓜也许单纯地懂
爱得没那么做作
爱上了我不保留

傻瓜我们都一样
被爱情伤了又伤
相信这个他不一样
却又再一次受伤

傻瓜我们都一样
受了伤却不投降
相信付出会有代价
代价只是一句傻瓜

2010-01-04T04:54:00.000-08:00

Lack of updates cus i've been as busy as a bee at work. I'll miss laughing at people who bang the glass doors/walls at Cotton On once school starts for me. HEHEHE. K la, I know I very bad. ): But really damn funny to be witnessing it I swear!

Ka-chings coming in in like, 3 more days, happy! :) I WNA GO SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING SHOPPING!

Eating Zhenyang's working place's cranberry muffin now. He's been promoting it every now & then, always come Cotton On tempt me! when he very well knows that I can't eat at work!!!!

K la, go bathe then slp liaoz byebye.

2009-12-28T05:19:00.000-08:00

For U-kimono!

My baking shifu, Evelyn! (:

Blueberry cheesecake

Spent more than 30 mins to deco all the cookies but it takes less than 3 sec to eat it all up. ZzZzZzzzZzz..

Spent 6+ long hours to bake 'em cookies & cheesecake, but it was all worth the time(even though I wanted choco chip cookies instead...). I wna bake pizza the next time! Homemade pizza, kewl eh? The ingredients are gna be costly though :/

I'm looking forward to next mth's pay dayS. hehehe. I'm totally in the spending mood now, what with sales going on EVERYWHERE! Impulsive buys ):

Oh & did I mention? I HATE MY BLOGSKIN, but I'm so darnit lazy to change it.

2009-12-14T22:11:00.000-08:00

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is...
You

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There's just one thing I need
I don't care about the presents
Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
All I want for Christmas is you
You baby

I won't ask for much this Christmas
I don't even wish for snow
I'm just gonna keep on waiting
Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeers click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do
Baby all I want for Christmas is you
Ooh baby
All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere
And the sound of children's
Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing
I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one I really need
Won't you please bring my baby to me...

Oh I don't want a lot for Christmas
This is all I'm asking for
I just want to see my baby
Standing right outside my door
Oh I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true
Baby all I want for Christmas is...
You

All I want for Christmas is you... baby (repeat and fade)

MARIAH CAREY IS SOOO TALENTED! *envious*

2009-12-10T03:27:00.000-08:00

WHY IS LIFE SO (*&#@*&(*$#!@ UNFAIR?!!!????????!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Why am I not born with a silver spoon in my mouth why why why!

2009-12-01T21:40:00.000-08:00

The werewolf pack from New Moon is soooo HOT! Esp JACOB!! hehehe:)

He's even hotter than Edward Cullen la....

Sentosa with mummy dearest C:

Things are just getting more complicated, I don't know what I want and I don't know what to do. Should I just give it a go and never look back? But what if it fails and I'd have to pick myself up all over again? I don't wna go through that hell ever ever EVER again.

HAAAAIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ

Run, run, run, run, run, run, run, run.

Seems like that's the only way I know how to deal with reality sometimes: run away from it.

If God brings you to it, He'll bring you through it. I should really start going to church every single week. Commitment! (:

2009-11-27T08:21:00.000-08:00

If I were a boy even just for a day
I'd roll out of bed in the morning
And throw on what I wanted
And go drink beer with the guys

And chase after girls
I'd kick it with who I wanted
And I'd never get confronted for it
'Cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy
I would turn off my phone
Tell everyone it's broken
So they'd think that I was sleeping alone

I'd put myself first
And make the rules as I go
'Cause I know that she'd be faithful
Waiting for me to come home, to come home

If I were a boy
I think I could understand
How it feels to love a girl
I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her
'Cause I know how it hurts
When you lose the one you wanted
'Cause he's taking you for granted
And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back
Say it's just a mistake
Think I'd forgive you like that
If you thought I would wait for you
You thought wrong

But you're just a boy
You don't understand
And you don't understand, oh
How it feels to love a girl
Someday you wish you were a better man

You don't listen to her
You don't care how it hurts
Until you lose the one you wanted
'Cause you're taking her for granted
And everything you had got destroyed
But you're just a boy

2009-11-26T07:37:00.000-08:00

I hate my blogskin. It's so plain. At last I'm done with My Sister's Keeper, and I'm going on to The curious incident of the dog in the night-time next. hehehe super excited to read it! After reading MSK I realised how sucky my literature actually is, and I've a newfound respect for people who take lit in uni, or even JC. How does anyone understand the significance behind this?! :

A little fire is quickly trodden out;

Which, being suffered, rivers can not quench. As quoted from Williams Shakespeare.

Or this: Yet from those flames,
No light, but rather darkness visible.

??!?!?!!!!???????????

Only a few days more till I have to work, & I can't wait for it. It just gets so boring and quiet and lonely at home when you have nth btr to do.......................... ):

2009-11-24T06:14:00.000-08:00

I have a similar glue and until I watched this vid, I never knew it was supposed to be used like that. Wldn't it hurt after doing it multiple times? It sorta looks like you're gorging out your eyeballs. Ughh.

2009-11-23T08:10:00.000-08:00

hui zhen it's a nice shot right! thanks to who ah? :)

hahahah 100 plus ad

Went kite-flying today likeeeeeee, F-I-N-A-L-L-Y!

but the wind was not strong enough and stepping onto the mud was, ewwwwwww.

Gym afterwards & I totally had no stamina.
Let's go picnic the next outing! :D

If your sword's too short, add to its length by taking one step forward.

2009-11-20T19:55:00.001-08:00

You'd never know how much a person means to you, until you lose him or her.

2009-11-19T00:20:00.000-08:00

Went shopping at Far East ytd & bought 2 dresses!!!

haahahaha damn happy but very xin tong

my hard-earned money leh! lolz

i still wanna go shopping but i'm broke now ):

well at least i FINALLY got a job. THANKS WENSHENG!! hahaha.

maybe i can numb some of that feeling while im at work.

& GPY, i miss you. ): you're sucha joy to be with. (:

====================

I wish you would get out of my head. GET OUT!

I don't wanna fall in love again.

I don't wanna break the walls that I've built arnd my heart.

I don't wanna get hurt again, no please, NO.

2009-11-13T22:05:00.000-08:00

OMGGGGGGGGG I NEED A JOB. Soooooooooo @*(#&)!(# sianzzzzz at home!!!!!

& online videos take sosososo loooooooooooonnnnnnnnnggggggggggg to load damnit.
I wna watch UP & My Sister's Keeper! Then again, i'm willing to watch any movie/show that'll help me undo my boredom at home.

SOMEONE ASK ME OUT!!!

2009-11-09T21:52:00.000-08:00

LZY's GL face.

Haha shuai ge.

HI GPY no more archives alrd hahahaha. & I know dua chio bu you won't post those saved pictures up right? right right right?

Yay after tmr there's NO MORE PAPERS! Can finally take my well-deserved break & do the things I've been putting off for so long. & then hopefully Taka will call me & I'll have sth worthwhile to do during the hols. I wna get into Hello Kitty department! I don't wna be cashier ): sounds so stressful. Imagine long queues and throngs of customers all rushing you for their things to get paid. Urgh.

I hate how I'm feeling right now.

I've built walls,

A fortress deep and mighty,

That none may penetrate.

I have no need of friendship,

Friendship causes pain,

Its laughter and its loving I disdain,

I am a rock, I am an island

Don't talk of love,

Well I 've heard the word before.

It's sleeping in my memory.

I won't disturb the slumber

Of feelings that have died,

If I never loved I never would have cried,

I am a rock, I am an island.

And a rock feels no pain,

And an island never cries.

2009-06-20T10:49:00.000-07:00

HARRY POTTER! it's
finally
finally
finally
gna be out!

YAYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY.

JULY 17!
Hermione's so pretty (:

& here are some super super random photos from my cam

Pepper(:

made by mum (: shiny @_@

bro's drawing

Jealousy is the tribute mediocrity pays to genius.

2009-06-05T09:36:00.000-07:00

HELLOOOOOOOOO,
I've FINALLY gotten the photos of my trip to thailand!
hehehe 147 photos in all (:
really enjoyed myself there thoroughly and wants to go there again someday!

out with my dearest nims ytd to dine at newyork newyork to have her belated birthday celebration!
she's flying off to thailand tdy ):
but coming back in 2 weeks! :D

here are some of the photos :D
not in an orderly manner i think :/
much more photos actually but the uploading of it is taking waaaaaaaaay too long.

nim's super cute sis & mum!

taken from inside the boat

at the temple

steamboat with nim, nim's sis & her friend

Pink taxi! aw man why can't Sg have taxis in these colors

a baby pink taxi would be so nice :/

pretty car plate with the rainbow & dolphin

COPTER! he is sooooo cute & sweet, hehehe.

meatball! >.<

Thailand's prata

it tastes different from Sg's version but still nice

i like the sweetness! (:

Buttons

Taken from the boat, on our way to Ja Tu Chak (sp?)

This dog was actually just walking the streets of Chinatown, but when it noticed that Nim was trying to take a photo of it, it sat there like that to pose for the camera!

smart dog :D

2009-04-10T06:37:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO MUMMY on 18/4 ! :D
celebrated with mum,bro and mum's friend, penny, @PS Sakae Teppanyaki
hehe the person who prepared our food was goodlooking =x
before that headed to somewhere, while my bro went to look at toys, to get SOME peoples' presents.
anw bro realised that he lost his waaaaaaallet just as we were going home =.=
but it had been found :D the next day.

Cakes from Four Leaves are always nice! (:

Outing with nimz dearie the other day to bugis!

she finally got the heels she had been whining and wanting so much ever since she watched Confessions of a Shopaholic! pretty heels(: i like those with the strap circling the ankles! (: (:

ok gna take a nap byez!

niimzzzzzzzz has pretty eyes O.O

2009-04-04T09:32:00.000-07:00

I want this!!!!!!111

Shopping with nim ytd at Bugis to buy my watch.

Am really glad we're hanging out tgt more often this year, she's going back to Thailand for good next year! ): ): ): ): ): ): ):

Boohoo.

Mum's birthday is fast approaching, and so is MYE.

JY EVERYONE! (:

Vivian Dawson in Cleo's 50 Most Eligible Bachelor 2009 is so hawtt!!!

I didn't know that Vivian was a unisex name though :/

& Julian Low is so cute!! hehe omnomnoms hahahas!

Hi Bff.

2009-03-28T23:54:00.000-07:00

Sushi & baking session with Evelyn and her japanese friend, yoku (sp?), last week - super fun!
Took a whole day to prepare everything and i had to stand for almost 4 hours straight?
Pity yoku is going back to japan for good next month ):

Supposed to go Marina barrage with Nimz today but it was raining + forgot to bring my kite + no fried rice to bring over soooooo, settled with just going Bugis tdy. finally she rmbred to bring the low kay hwa's book! after eons. -.-
& this xiao jie ah, took a whole 1 1/2 hour to put on her falsies!! WOLS (tu)

sch's starting again tmr, & i feel like i've got 101 things to do.
i wna buy more drezzez! :D

Zuchinni cake and plum cupcakes! (:

2009-03-21T07:51:00.001-07:00

Happy birthday to Michelles jie on 9/3 and huda & mars on 19/3 and cristal on 25/3!
huda, mars & cristal all had their separate birthday celebrations on the same day, same place( pasir ris), and same time =.=
py,fat, and i were 2 hours late :x
but at least we got those pretty balloons, and fat got huda's "black duck (daffy duck)" cake! hahahas.
after that went over to cristal's chalet with py, the kids there were sooo cute! esp. qiqi! huge eyes O.O the balloons we got for cristal flew awayyyyyy ): but she did rmbr to make a wish though, and it's a gesture for goodluck! (:
2 clowns came and got everyone to sing for cristal a birthday song. and she cried -_- tears of joy :D the clowns made for us all a balloon, cristal got a huge flower one!
didnt get to spend time at mars's chalet as we had to for cristal's side to cut cake. awws manzzzzzz, sorry! overall had a great time with all of them, and i hoped they enjoyed themselves very much too, yay! :D:D:D:DDD

family day tdy with church members, and evelyn came with us (:
mum told us we were going to walk at a "garden" but when we reached the said place with the church members, we looked up and guess what we saw? a huge signboard saying "Mount Faber" and blahblah. we had to hike! nobody said anything abt hiking?!?! .___________.!!!!!!!!
but it was fun while it lasted, the scenery and weather was really good, very cooling and breezy.the sunset was beautiful!

&& i finally got my contacts ytd. yay! tmr going for sushi making and baking with evelyn and her japanese friend hehehehehehe :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD!

chelles bday celebration/seoul garden + karaoke :D

2009-02-16T03:47:00.000-08:00

Helloooooooooooo!
i'm finally updating again i know!
but firstly wishing haikal a very sweet 16th birthday on 9/2!
his surprise birthday celebration was on 7/2 and he was blindfolded all the way to the party setup we had for him!
haha i'm glad that he didn't find out about this surprise party despite some very obvious giveaways!

13/2 - valentine's day eve celebration in sch!
fatheen brought alot of colourful pretty heart shaped balloons and distributed them
so did marissa!
many girls & a guy actually made the effort to bring gifts: peiyi her cookies, cristal her brownies?, sandi & siti lollipops, cheryl and i chocolates, and weixing his roses! ahhaaaaaaaa, spread the loveeeeee~

14/2 - valentine's day! and nimz dearie was my date aye!
went all the way to jurong point to meet her as she insisted that jp had changed alot and wanted me to see for myself. & when i first got out of boon lay mrt i cldnt even recognise jp -.-
i got lost as usual and met nim at the control station instead
hehe had alot of fun & we forgot to take photos again ZZZZZ
hoho nice drawing ayeeee (: :D

i can't believe how time seems to zoom so fast past ; common test is just 3 days away! and it seemed just ytd sch reopened....

photos taken from fatz, sharmaineee, and marissa's blogs ; enjoy! :D:D
there's more photos in my hp but my usb port not working! @#*&@*(#@
& a few days ago i forcefully rammed the cable in and now it has developed it's own will and keeps shutting itself off! irritating!

birthday boy!

chey~ act only this guy. haha

hehe the pretty balloons

If only things were so simple.

2009-01-30T05:10:00.000-08:00

Hey! sorry for the lack of updates, no mood to blog + busy with sch work + bro hogging the comp like 24/7 thks to wolf team!

Watched The Wedding Game with mummy dearest on chu 2, and Love Matters with nim nim the day before ytd (:
Christopher Lee's getting more and more shuai eh?
Love Matters wasn't as funny as i expected, Money no enough 2's still ze bez! :D

Urgh, i really miss mjr's old campus. at least it's sheltered nearly all the way! and the chili from the noodle stall is waaaaay nicer and hotter than the current "Noodle Hub"
& i hav to wake up earlier now even though the new campus is technically nearer to my hse! still wait for the bus & blah..

with bestie nimzzzzz. nose was dripping like tap water that day. super yi li tie ding!

2009-01-03T08:52:00.000-08:00

Yoyo!
sch has begun, & so has the start of a brand new year!
and independence....
May year 2009 be a better year for all of us! and the economy :D
hehe, i'm glad that im sitting with these 3 girls in class! sharmaineee, fatz & wupy :D
&& for those of us whom are having our major examinations this year, let us all mug hard for top notch grades! :D:D

spent xmas eve with jam & his family at conrad
the photos are mostly on his digital cam now
had a great time there, that day was unforgetable & memorable (:

you'll always be someone special to me... (:

& thanks sharmaineee sis for the comfort you've given me when i felt so down. haha. at least it was easier to suppress my tears after that. love you!(:(:

met up with py, fatheen, shar to "study" ytd!
how smart of us urhs, want to do poa didnt even bring ledger paper =.=""
walked over to klp and the rooftop there was sooooo..... peaceful? yeah.
photos still with shar!

pyjammas! :D

jam's xmas gift. i'll still cherish it!

At Evelyn's hse:

she made this herself! pretty eh?

heh my xmas card for her's the first in line :D

german christmas cake made by her

refined sugar added

and loads of butter

jam's mum's xmas gift for jermaine & I :D mine's the green shirt one,named Dash, her's Nicholas, i think.

Evelyn.

nat in L pose!

Tcc's

mum's first attempt

good try! :D:D:D it tasted great, but Tcc's still nicer laaaaaaaa. she will get better though!

mum's second attempt. (i distinctly rmbred i told her to put more cheese less noodles but....-.-)

the park nearest to my hse, love going there to read in the evenings!

with the breezy winds and calming ambience

haha guess who's this!

2008-12-16T02:22:00.000-08:00

Tis the season to be jolly, fa lalalala lalalala ~
xmas in 6 days time! hehehe. time flies manz
& soon, sch's gna reopen & i'm gna brace myself for transport fees x2 @)*()@#*()@

Watched Twilight ytd with jam!
Edward & Carlisle Cullen are so hawwwwwwwt !
so is Alice :D
wahlau i also want be vampire loh can look young forever & hav super strength & speed the whole world shall fear me mwahhhahaa

Ice skating with him too the day before ytd
kept falling & got muscle aches all over the next day -.-
still can't skate like a pro yet! ): we need a coach~
but overall fun la hope next time we go there can skate much better!

sian jam went cruise alrd ):
whyyyyyyy you leave your bread alone hereeeeeeee i wna go tooo ):
hahaas bread & jam, said by lee zhen yang!

hmmz tdy suppose to go baking de but.... mum's friend busy ):

i must do finish all my hw! jy jy jy!

:DDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2008-12-12T21:37:00.000-08:00

class outing ; bowling!

i'm jobless now! ahahah. can't earn moolahs, but at least i can spare some time on hol hw now.
zzz, i keep telling myself to do the hw every night before i sleep but find myself going out or watching youtube videos the next day - anything but doing hw. urgh! frustrated with myself.

ohyeah, & there was this time i was eating at my workplace & i saw this hanging infront of me.

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lols!
it's a drawing of the operation manager by the manager in charge of my workplace. can't believe a woman i think approaching her 50s or 60s perhaps wld draw that -.-
looks like sth jam or the boys in class 2d'o7 wld draw instead :XXX
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watched Bolt, the 3d version, with Jam last week, i think?
& caught the movie Chi hua hua with family on the same day.
bahs, the 3d version of Bolt is a waste of money, hav to pay $3-4 more if i'm not wrong. might as well watch the normal version! ._."

errrr, ohyah, & last month went to my mum's german friend's hse for cupcake baking! hehehe, it was fun & the cupcakes are so pretty!
tad tiring though, had to stand for quite a few hours.

awwwwwwwwws, really wish nim cld try some too. nvm when you get back i make somemore! if hav the time & all that la :DDDDDD

her house's veryyyyy nice btw! even has a tramboline. ahhahs.
& that reminds me, i dreamt of trambolines ytd - wtfish?
it was at the beach somemore, if i'm not wrong, & people cld jump damn high on one of them. -_-""""""""""

ahhhhh, this post is so wordy... i bet any one reading this is bored alrd.
zZZzzzzzzZZzZzz...

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hehs, jermaine wearing the clip i bought for her in thailand! cute!
shiny @_@ me like! :D

@ tm. Jam & i were tempted to push them down hehehe. domino!

went arab street shortly after i came back from thailand to get diamantes for the two notebooks i bought! didn't know which pattern to choose but chose the topmost in the end :D jam said the bottomost one is the nicest though. :/

:DDDDDDDDDD done on 23/11!

brought the cupcakes that i made to jam's house ltr to hav picnic! pizza, garlic bread, potato salad, & last but not least - cupcakes! ^_______________________________^

2008-12-02T07:59:00.000-08:00

:D:D

hehehe, i miss them!

I'm so exhausted! Started work on 1st dec & feet's been aching since. I don't wna work any more laaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! T________________T

stand, stand, stand, all day stand! ZZZZZZZZZZ.

& i'm so blur & slow, i think all the seniors there also pekcek with me alrd. sighhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhs, i hate being so blur!

&, i wish imma genius with super high iq, then i can finish ALL my hol hw in likeeeeeeeeeee, 1 day? woohoo! life will be sucha bliss then :D but NUUuuUuUUu, in reality, i haven't even touched on any hw, bcus im taking so long to complete jus one sub! urghhhhh!(took 1 whole day for litT.T)

sian, tmr still got work. another 9 long, tiresome hours.

WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA~ T__________________________________T

p/s: I KNOW HOW TO PLAY MAHJONG LIAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2008-11-30T04:17:00.000-08:00

Everything is fine now, thanks for all the comforting tags! I appreciate it very, very much!
I will cherish everything more now, and learn from my mistakes. I'll make sure I don't repeat them anymore! I will learn how to balance love & friends. Both are so very important to me, I really don't wna lose any of them.

& Jie, ca, qing: i really x100 hope I can meet you girls this fri! looking forward to it! :D:D:D:D <3

&& I love my jamjam >3< :D:D:D:D

2008-11-27T23:17:00.000-08:00

I've nvr had my heart broken before, and it just hurts so badly now.

We can't watch chiwawa tgt anymore, nor will things ever be the same again. You won't get to try the sushi or chocolate chip cookies that i will be making in time to come. I won't get to see sparky or jermaine as much. You won't get to ever hear john boasting to you abt wolf team. Nor wld you ever hav to tolerate him.... or me... anymore. I wldnt get to exchange christmas gifts with you, wldnt get to hav movie or study marathon tgt, wldnt get your constant, 24/7 companiance(sp?) anymore. I'm so sorry, really am, & always am. But i know, what's the point of saying sorry if i just keep repeating my mistakes? I'm confused by myself too. Why am i so stupid as to inflict this upon myself? My expectations of you are too high, and i'm too stubborn to change. Was too stubborn to change. I dont know why im like that. Now that i set my mind to change, it's too late. There's no turning back, it's for the best for the both of us. You hav the "nabeis" to keep your smile and laughter & that's good. Idk who else i can turn to now, you'd always been the one & only. I have to learn to be strong, pick myself up, and of cus, change for the better me. (: I've gotta learn to start afresh, to face loneliness- the one thing i am so scared off. You've tolerated me long enough, and we're doing this now for the better future, i understand. I'm not a good person, not a good enough gf, not a good enough friend, not a good enough daughter, not a good enough sister, & i nvr tried hard enough to change that. This feeling is just like being homesick. I don't wna hurt you anymore, with my sharp tongue. Thanks for all the memories, thanks for being the most comfortable person i can be with, thanks for being my one true first love. <3

2008-11-21T04:41:00.000-08:00

hellooooooooos, im back from thailand!
eheheh beautiful place!
first day went to 3 shopping malls & a night market in front of Big C
day 2 went thailand's chinatown
day 3, siam paragon
day 4, ja tu jak, cha tu juk?
day 5, one of the temples
day 6, went to buy snacks home & Big C i think to get ham with chili padi inside! then stayed at home the rest of the day to help out with nim's mum's cooking with nim :D

now that im back, holidays are becoming such a bore!
i need a job likeee, now!
& im so lazy to wait for all 91 photos to be uploaded on blogger so....only 15! :D:D:D nights!

2008-11-04T07:35:00.000-08:00

Okay, back to update.
jus sent nimzy bestie to airport just now, tgt with aenn, vyennus, esther, eefah, her stead & stead's friend. nim went back to thailand le! awws, but nvm i'll be seeing her again next tues! :D:D:D:D AWWS, i've alrd started to miss her ):
hmm, at airport there didnt do much jus dai dee-ed & i only lost once! ahaha loser out

reached sch at 10.20 liddat tdy cus mummy dearest thought i don't hav sch jus like my ______ brother. ZZZZZZZZZZZZ.
urgh & im so in the holiday mood now, how to study? i'll just hav to shake it all off. booooooooohoooooooooooooooo & there's this whole mountain of hw waiting for me, it's crushing.

ok, after this post i won't update so often alrd. i'd rather keep to a paper diary where all my innermost feelings can be deposited there. afterall, im a more inwards person then out. (:
maybe once in a blue moon or when i don't feel lazy; have to patience to upload photos & type a few words. the photos take me more time than writing! yi li tie ding. waste my time!

yayyyyyyyyyyy 2d'o7's class outing soon! eheheh!

Sharmaine, no french toast for you to see le! ahaha. unless of cus you scroll down la :D

birthday girl of the day! meiqing ~

lol, people want take photo, keep make make make the hair. more vain than me right? :X !

this baby is the uber cuteness!

hehehe, just for jam (:

v^^v

goodnight peoples!

2008-10-22T23:43:00.000-07:00

Hehheh, French Toast made by Jam :D

Last Fri or Sat(don't rmbr) was supposed to go snow city

but Jam & I were late & didnt get to reach there on time ):
Went Atons instead, for the first time for me, & had salmon spaghetti & bbq fries! :D

Jam's was chicken and sausage sth sth

Urghhhhhh, i really wish i cld buy stuffs online

these goodies are soo tempting~~~~ @.@

shaping of egg yolks!

using these...

...to make these! so cute!

science centre (:

Ytd watched A cinderella story & Step up 2 with jam

rented those discs from a shop the next blk

ehhhhhh, & i just realised Hilary Duff looks rather short urhs

i wanna learn baking & cooking! >.<

imagine what i cld do if i've got an oven & all the necessary stuff for cooking & baking:

bento, jellies, ice cream cookies, cupcakes, cakes, chocolates, muffins.................

all for family, jam & friends! :D:D

hehehe^___________________^v

zzz, it's now 4.13 & mr jamuel tay ain't awake yet

piduts GIP <('(oo)')>

ok maybe gng vivo or ps ltr

so... tata!! :D

2008-10-18T18:51:00.000-07:00

Firstly, Happy 16th Birthday to Eurica on the 16/10!
& an advanced Happy 16th Birthday to Meiqing on the 25/10! :D:D

Met with nimzy niimzzzzzzzzzzzzzz ytd to get our BFF lockets! ehehehe went back & inserted our neoprints in before slping :D
Bestie came my hse after shopping to watch She's the Man
she went crazy for Duke ahahaha
nahs i think the guy in It's a girl boy thing's hotter~ :D

aww manz there's still sch tmr
sianz go to sch to bore ourselves
there're no lessons! everyone jus keep slping & slping & talking & playing psp ZZZ

urgh idk why my comp's getting so laggy
mus be bro dl-ing so many games -.-
urghhhhhh im so boreddddddd
ltr gng out! :D
byeeeeee

p/s: i wna change my blog's vector! ):

2008-10-13T09:19:00.000-07:00

HELLOS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
YYYYESSSSSS i'm finally updating again! :D:D:D
eheheh lotsa overdued photos but i'm not posting all today due to lazyness!:D

stayed over at nim's hse for 3 days starting last friday to sunday.
supposed to reach her hse at 9+ but ended up reaching at 11.30 instead. opps! sorry laas -inserts cheesy smile:D-
it wa fun while it all lasted and we watched 2 movies! first called It's a boy girl thing, second, this thai movie which was &*(@#&) touching but somehow, abit unrealistic cus the man was too fine a gentleman, which is some sort like a dinosaur specie alrd. ahahaha the first show's super funny! super sweet at the end tho. AWWS!
supposed to watch kungfu dunk on the 3rd day but nim's lappie suddenly cldnt watch cus lagged badly.
HMMMMMMM, as for dai dee, i only rmbr me winning LALALA :D
the rest can't rmbr :D:D what?what? nim got win meh? :X

got back most of our results today. ahhhhhhhh why aren't we getting back lit tdy....... i really wanna know was my effort in writing those few thousand words a waste or not rawwwwwwwwr if write so much still fail.... ))))))))))):
& friday's promotion dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy
then holiday! woooooooooooooo

um, pictures not in order! lazy to caption as well so..... nights all! :D

p/s: mum's cooking is the best in the whole wide world! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

2008-08-10T05:41:00.000-07:00

Happy belated National Day! (:
forgot to go online ytd to wish D:

wanted to update since a looong time ago but didn't hav the mood nor time. CT is approaching! i wanna study but somehow i can't adsorb! urgh, very yi li tie ding you know! ):
i really hope i catch up on my science & poa soon :D

had been feeling the blahs last week.
still not feeling my best yet but at least there's improvement alrd (:
thks to everyone who's been there for me! esp. jam, raymond sis and others! (: (: (:

hmm, hav 6 more presents to get(belated birthday presents, birthdays which are approaching...) ahahaha mine included heeeeeeeeeees! :D

went to church with mom this morning, then shopping at bugis!
aww, it's been so long since i last shop with her. i think the last time was, maybe last yr? or the yr before last. nvm, there'll be more occasions like this to come! (:
after mom went to work, jam came! :D

ok i'd btr get back to studying le,
let's all jyjy to achieve our targeted grades!

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2008-07-26T21:33:00.000-07:00

July babies!
are causing a big hole in my pocket! D:

parkway after tuition with peiyi & jam to get all the july babies' pressies!
left at abt 10+? which means, abt 7-8 hrs of searching, deciding, buying, & doing(for hand-made ones)! tired~
to top it off, we're still not done getting pressies for all. rawwwwr.
still have, i think, 3 more or so?
jyjy! D:D:

sharmaine's birthday was one to envy, so many gifts & cards!
awws, she must have been feeling damn blessed & touched, ahhah!
lucky her (:

okay, travelling back in time:
- Cresent girls' school to audience for lit debate
- mom dearest going for courses
- hello kitty maggie noodles invaded by ants @#(&@!()$#

Lit debate was boring. participants spoke so fast, neither of us cld catch a word they were saying. it was a good experience at their sch though.nvr knew a sch cld have facilities such as nintendo wiis & bbq pits. kua kua kua, swaku (tu).to add, they have full-length mirrors arnd the sch, touch screen monitors providing information on the sch's history & achievements etc., and very nice & spacious study benches! envious~

bahs, feel like closing down this blog.

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hi twinnie.

spotted anything peculiar here? o.o

lucky ducks: nintendo wii in their school's canteen

4m seesaw, for physics practical?

course: home-made pizza done by mum (:

Come out of the circle of time
And into the circle of love.

2008-07-08T07:11:00.000-07:00

Hellos!
updating again after eons D:

we've missed a total of 12 periods of lit alrd,
whre's mdm wee?!
hopefully the next lesson with her she'll be thre :/

watched Get Smart last week & it was hilarious!
everyone gogogo catch it!

hmmmmmmmz, i've noo idea what to write alrd BuT i'll try to update more regularly alrightys! :D:D
i've realised i'll forget what'd happened the weeks before the current update
but laziness + juggle of studies & social life = confirm lack of update.
i'll just hav to minus the lazy part eh?

overdued photos;

Coolest shades yo!

Random hotties! :D

To every thing there is a season, and a time to every purpose under the heaven

2008-06-09T08:45:00.000-07:00

Hellos!
ok long since i updated, i know~
imma lazy person yo!
SHORT POST :D

To sum it all up in a nutshell,
- Click 5 concert with jam and his cousin
- Gossip Girl! very nice show :D
- math tuitions
- haven't started with hw but i will soon
- Outings with jam & hai! :D
- Audition
- & more outings :D

Random note: i still haven't eaten my hello kitty cup noodles!! bu she de ):
; hav not been taking much photos recently soo, 3 photos first!

Wldn't it be nice if sg's uniforms were like that too? ahhahs.

Drake Bell
Serena & Blair
Chuck, Nate, Dan
Dan's hottie daddy!

Hottie Nate!! :D
Ew, i don't like Jenny. :/

2008-05-27T11:04:00.000-07:00

Hellos!
okay, almost a wk since i updated & ahhhh i don't really rmbr what happened the past 7 days~
lalalala i shall jus bullet point out those i rmbr teehehehe

- Haresh Sharma!
- haikal, victor & the band people leaving for hongkong ):
- very belated birthday cake for haikal before he left :D!
- niims leaving for thailand ):
- airport with jam to fetch haikal but his mother & brother came~ his bro's cute! ahhahs (:
- hello kitty maggie noodles from victor!! :D:D:D & marshmellows & sweets as well :D:D
- haikal's bear & hp chain! ;DDDDD
- failed attempt of 1000 piece puzzle with jam, kal and jermaine boohoo~
- DJ max! ^^

& finally june holidays' arrived.
abt time~

Note: photos not in order (:

ine! :D
:D :D

hehehehs guess who's this? (x !

awwws sparky's so cute when a puppy

2008-05-18T04:31:00.000-07:00

Super disappointed in my results, esp. eng & lit- both a big blow to me.
All i can do is just to strive harder.
What went wrong? I don't know.
All i know is i've gotta change my tactic of study.
I want all A1s, i know it's attainable.
I jus have to try harder....
I don't want anymore disappointment, any more sadness..

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Reminiscence~

Simple Plan- PERFECT

Hey Dad look at me
Think back and talk to me
Did I grow up according to plan?
Do you think I'm wasting my time
Doing things I wanna do?
But it hurts when you
Disapprove all along
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can't pretend that
I'm alright
And you can't change me
Cuz we lost it all
Nothing lasts forever
I'm sorry
I can't be PERFECT
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry
I can't be PERFECT
I try not to think
About the pain I feel inside
Did you know you used to be
My hero?
All the days
You spent with me
Now seem so far away
And it feels like you don't
Care anymore
And now I try hard to make it
I just want to make you proud
I'm never gonna be good
Enough for you
I can't stand another fight
And nothing's alright
Cuz we lost it all
Nothing last forever
I'm sorry I can't be PERFECT
Now it's just too late
And we can't go back
I'm sorry I can't be PERFECT
Nothing's gonna change
The things that you said
Nothing's gonna make this
Right again
Please don't turn your back
I can't believe it's hard
Just to talk to you
But you don't understand

Simple Plan - Welcome to My Life

Do you ever feel like breaking down?
Do you ever feel out of place?
Like somehow you just don't belong
And no one understands you
Do you ever wanna runaway?
Do you lock yourself in your room?
With the radio on turned up so loud
That no one hears you screaming
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Do you wanna be somebody else?
Are you sick of feeling so left out?
Are you desperate to find something more?
Before your life is over
Are you stuck inside a world you hate?
Are you sick of everyone around?
With their big fake smiles and stupid lies
While deep inside you're bleeding
No you don't know what it's like
When nothing feels all right
You don't know what it's like
To be like me
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
No one ever lied straight to your face
No one ever stabbed you in the back
You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay
Everybody always gave you what you wanted
Never had to work it was always there
You don't know what it's like, what it's like
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like (what it's like)
To be hurt
To feel lost
To be left out in the dark
To be kicked when you're down
To feel like you've been pushed around
To be on the edge of breaking down
And no one's there to save you
No you don't know what it's like
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life
Welcome to my life

Simple Plan - Untitled

I open my eyes
I try to see but
I'm blinded by the white light
I can't remember how
I can't remember why
I'm lying here tonight
And I can't stand the pain
And I can't make it go away
No I can't stand the pain
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
Everybody's screaming
I try to make a sound but no one hears me
I'm slipping off the edge
I'm hanging by a thread
I wanna start this over again
So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered
And I can't explain what happened
And I can't erase the things that I've done
No I can't
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me
I made my mistakes
I've got no where to run
The night goes on
As I'm fading away
I'm sick of this life
I just wanna scream
How could this happen to me

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(: (: (:

A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words.

2008-05-13T00:58:00.000-07:00

-Edited-

hehhehs~ from bestie nimzaye niimz! (: ty~
thks peiyi for the ez-link card skin! <3s> !
hohohos

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celebrated with niims & her cousin, her guardian & their family ytd at their hse.
woohoo the cake was so nice~
bought by her cousin (x
nims faster send me the photos!! :D
awws & i'd forgotten to take pictures with the birthday girl~
boohoo!
ohyeah, jam & haikal were so nice to pei me all the way to boon lay ytd! thks sososo much! :D

tdy's marking day so i can laze arnd at home wheeeee (x

2008-05-11T08:52:00.000-07:00

Happy Mother's Day!

& Happy 16th Birthday to NIIMS DEARIE!
here to wish you a very sweeeeet 16!
may you become cuter, prettier, taller, slimmer, hav longer hair, bigger stessa =P, & hav the best bday ever tmr! eheheheheh (: loveeeees! <333s> !

had a great day with her tdy, hahas, especially while playing dai di xD
the beginning of our day was likee, zzZZZZZZzz thks to me & my blurness ._.
then searched high & low, asking for directions, looking for the cash converter in toa payoh blahblahblah~
we were tired & hungry as we haven't eaten boohoo~
ate at ljs afterwards & dai di-ed thre (x
hohohos,
headed to bugis strt after that & dai di-ed agn at burger king~
meeting her tmr agn after mwah poa paper! :D

Cash Converter's queue number "ticket". unique aye, cd.

Katharine Hepburn:

If you want to sacrifice the admiration of many men for the criticism of one, go ahead, get married.